Feelings, controversialality and kleenex
Author: Lucy
From: Northanmpton, United Kingdom
Age: 13
Date: 20th Mar 2003, 8:33 AM
Rating: 4
Comment:
Title: Feelings, controversialality and kleenex
I wrote ages ago that some people they were my true friends. One was certainly not true. However I hung on to the prayer, that the otehr girl she was a true diamond.
However once again she was fools gold, I think. Well would you allow one friend to talk horribly about your other mate, in front of them? I wouldn't I'd tell the other mate to not be a c*w.
So why hasn't she, is it me?
Am I so worthless, no!
I don't deserve to be talked about, persucuted because of my views.
People don't listen to authority, they think they are authority.
They think that if someone threatens them in their surreal world where they rule thne they must be eliminated, sadly these people are only teenagers.
So I sit here an unusual teenager, I believ I am not the bets so does that mean consequently people percieve me as not the best.
When I feel sad or lonely I'll write, I'll often-no I do doubt myself. Deep down someone inside me tells me you are a rubbish authior and poet, you write stupid self pitying stuff, you get the sympathy act.
It has taken me up to five years to begin to believe in me. When I came here I write 'nice' things, mythological poems, happy stories, then I morphed into a dark sinsiter perosn with angry peoms and stories. Poems that made people sad.
They say don't tell people who are here, then how come people would know more abotu me emotioanlly then anyone does physically.
I like to come across as strong, smart, mature, lovely, confident, and I long to eb controversial. However what I am is a maybe intelligant, lazy, low self esteem, person.
As soon as I becoem like how I like to be percieved it seems that others won't let me the likes of(names changed)Erin and unintially(maybe)Alex.
I no longer know who are my real friends.
I dread that building they call school, I crave a paradise of being a loner.
Alone I am happy, watching 24, reading, being happy.
If only I could spread that to public.
A Storyteller Topic - Feelings
Feeling wonderful? Angry? Lonely? Sad? Don't keep it bottled up inside you - writing is a great way to express how you are feeling - good or bad.
Read current Feelings stories
Read past Feelings stories
Write about your feelings
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