concentration.

Author: Aimee
From: Brighton, Other
Age: 14
Date: 7th Dec 2003, 7:29 AM
Rating: 5
Comment:
Title: concentration.

I can't concentrate. I feel really sick. I'm staring at a blank page that is supossed to contain my English speech and I can't do it. Everything I do seems to contain a consistant reminder of the one thing that is manning my life. And I can't deal with it anylonger. I really can't.

It's going to be over soon. I've been assured of this, put so much damn effort in to making sure that the future will be secure, free from this form of torture. But it's NOW that I'm bothered about; it's NOW that I'm going through so much pain, going over and over what is about to happen in my mind. And it's now that I can't cope. I can't think of the future untill it's come to pass. My mind is clouded by my current anguish. It has to end.

It seems to me as if everything I'm doing at the moment is pointless compared to this one huge thing that I am about to go in to, more terrified that I've ever been before.

So how the hell am I suposed to work on something as trivial as English, especially considering what it reminds me of? I have so much more than school work and GCSE's to contend with. I just hope soon that will change.

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