I love him but I don't know what to do.

Author: Amanda
From: Fleetwood, USA
Age: 11
Date: 15th Feb 2004, 6:33 PM
Rating: 4
Comment:
Title: I love him but I don't know what to do.

Hey Everybody! My story is about a guy who is everything a girl could wish for. He is in ninth grade and he is 15 years old, he's smart, funny, nice, everything any girl could want. Him and I were going out for a while, since the summer before he started ninth grade. it was a great relationship, I loved him with all my heart, and he loved me just as much. I'll just cut to the piont. Eventully he kissed me and I didn't stop him. Then we just kept doing it. I don't mean like haveing sex. I mean we kissed every time we said hello and every time we said goodbye. It wasn't serious but, it was in the lips and that might be wierd considering the fact that I'm 11 and in sixth grade and he is 15 and in ninth grade. We didn't care and no one else seemed to care. Then he wanted to take it a step higher to makeing out. I siad NO! He kept on trying to change my mind but, still I said NO! Eventully he said,'OK I give up.' Then about a week later I saw him makeing out with another girl! Anyway stupid me said OK I foregive you.Then he did it a second time and a third time. Then that's when I said that's enough! It is over for ever! Then he kept trying to get me to get back with him. I once again said NO! I was upset for months and I couldn't talk to my parents about it cause they didn't know and I was afraid to talk to my friends because I didn't know what would happen. Almost every day I would see him I never even thought that mabey we should talk about it. In the back of my mind I would think I sill love him but, I also thought that was a horrible thing he did. Now I am so confussed I don't know what to do. A part of me still loves him and at the same time I think I hate him for what he did to me. All I know now is that I'm trapped an I don't know what to do. Should I go talk to him or should I not. Oh and another thing, I also did something back to him a few days ago, I asked his brother who is in twelf grade to pretend to go out on a date with me to make his little brother mad. So he said to his little brother That we are going out even though we aren't. I feel real bad for doing that, but still he cheated on me three times! The reason I'm writting this is yesterday was Valentine's day and I didn't have anyone to share it with and I wish I cuold have sharred it with him. So if anyone has any advice on what I should do tell me. And My advice to any girls out there is if you are really in love with someone, watch what you do because it might fire back on you.

Amanda, follow your head - move on (actions speak louder than words, so think about how he acted, not what he says!!) Editor


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