Broken trust?
Author: Anshu
From: quatre bornes, Mauritius
Age: 14
Date: 23rd Feb 2004, 10:38 AM
Rating: 4
Comment:
Title: Broken trust?
What on earth did i do to deserve such a rejection from his part? was i to be blamed to be blamed for it? only me? i knew him so well but now that i think, perhaps i thought i knew him coz i know it was all a farce...why did he befriend me, now the answer seems to be so crystal clear to me. it was not in me he was interested but in my intelligence...he just used me as a pawn to succeed in his ploys, in his ambitions...if only i knew it beforehand...but no, i again trusted him blindly, despite the fact that i knew that he had once betrayed my trust. but no, i was msyelf such an emotional fool whom he manipulated so easily and trapped and made to believe what was not true and he did succeed, yes he did and i even gave him a helping hand despite knowing.so innocent was i,so immature,so unknown to real life,and reality despite the fact that many people tried to make me understand. but did it work?i just ignored them, even my best pal. how could i think that she was jealous of me?i had known her so well and forgot all about her just with the arrival of a total stranger in my life...i betrayed the trust of my best pal, ignored her warnings just to blindly trust someone whom i hardly knew...and what did i get in return? he knew all the sacrifices i made for him and yet he quit my side at a moment i most needed him...when there was nobody by my side. why did he leave me and go? why did he have to play with my feelings and emotions? now i've got the answers to all my questions.he was only someone ambitious, using me as a ladder to acheieve his success and when he finally got what he wanted, he just dropped me, completely forgot about me, just like someone does with a pen or a worn out cloth;using it as much as possible, till it's useful and then discarding it. why did he do this to me, why did he treat me like a mere object, ignoring the fact that i was also a human being, with feelings and emotions, with some dreams and hopes;and he shattered everything in a fraction of a second! perhaps he just doesn't realise how it feels when hopes are drowned, when dreams are shattered, when our blind trust in someone is betrayed. he did such a thing to me and yet i hope that it never happens with him, or with anyone else coz we never get back our hopes, dreams and trust once it's been broken coz it's too late...
[note that 'he' does not refer to a specific gender, it's been used as a neuter word]
[also note that 'sister' and 'best pal' do not refer to my pals or whoever]
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