betrayed?
Author: Anshu
From: Quatre bornes, Mauritius
Age: 14
Date: 14th Mar 2004, 9:56 AM
Rating: 4
Comment:
Title: betrayed?
I had never felt so helpless before. It had ever occurred to me that I would be betrayed by the most loved person on earth, by the very person who was everything to me, who was the closest person to me. I felt so desperate and I did not know towards whom to turn as the person whom I always turned to, who always guided me, who was always there for me and who patiently listened to everything that I had to say betrayed my trust. I had never dreamt that she could do such a thing, I trusted her blindly and this is the reward I got in return! Did I deserve it? Did I deserve such a rejection from her part? What the hell did I do? She did not vene tell me my fault and turnt away from me… for ever… why? I had thought she understood me, my feelings, however small or stupid problem I had but now that I ponder over it, it all seems so fake; like it were just a show to hurt me, to play with my feelings… but why? This question remains unanswered. Only she could answer it but did I have the right to ask her now? I had never seen this side of life before; I had never bothered to see how life was… and now, I know more than I should for my age… she left me alone at such a crucial part of my life, where nothing was going on smoothly, when I needed her more than ever; and she perfectly knew it… I told her everything, never hid a thing from her, thinking that she was also doing the same; how could I have been so much blinded by here that I trusted her blindly? I rejected everyone because of her, I lost everything due to her and yet I always took everything positive. Was it to see such a day that I did everything? If… if I had known… but the word ‘if’ sounds too fake and small now compared to what happened. It is such a word that is always used when it’s always too late; what an irony of fate! When I think over it now; everything should have been clear at that time, I should have known and seen everything but I didn’t… and I again use the word if… I’m too tired now, too helpless and too desperate…I don’t know what to do and I see no solution to my problem; to such a problem which came most unexpectedly in my life from the person who would once have been the last person for me to think that she would stoop so low… I know it’s too late now and I can do nothing about it… what else do I have to add no, after so much happened… GOOD BYE FOR EVER AND THANKS FOR EVERYTHING, FOR HAVING ENTERED MY LIFE…
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