A mere touch?
Author: Anshu
From: Quatre Bornes, Mauritius
Age: 14
Date: 19th May 2004, 7:12 AM
Rating: 3
Comment:
Title: A mere touch?
I love you so much yet i have to seal my lips. why? because of fear. fear of losing you forever. i want to be pals with you, but yet i fear, fear of your rejection. i want to know you better, to mingle with you, to share everything, like two friends do, but i'm unable to do so due to the fear of being separated from you forever. i try to attract your attention, but it seems that i don't even exist for you. i try to make you read my feelings through my eyes, without any words, but you act to notice nothing. i want to know your own feelings, what's going on your mind, how you feel for me, if you get the same feeling as i get whenever you are near me, whenever i see you, but you just don't take the hints. or perhaps you do take them, but you still act ignorant. i ask myself why you do so to me. i know you are quite shy and timid, but so am i, at least, concerning you. i lack guts, that's why i have never been able to talk to you but i tried what i could, dropped so many hints and even stared at you. it was so obvious and yet you did not notice, or acted not to notice. but whatever the reasons, you could have at least shown a petty sign, even if you were confused, you could look back at me, or smile slightly or even come and talk a few words with me if you had enough guts. but so much of ignorance. it hurts, it does really hurt a lot, it pierces my heart, as if i feel that you are hiding something from me,or avoiding me. in any case, you could at least drop one hint for me to know. if you felt i bothered you too much, you could tell me, even indirectly, and i would have stopped. i swear i would have stopped. but the fact you are untouched, you act ignorant and do nothing; i can no longer bear it. i want to end it, end something that has not even yet begun between us but i'm unable to do so. there's something in you that attracts me, some mystery around you and me, that i want to solve. why do i get such feelings whenever you are near me? why do i get such strong emotions when you talk to someone else? why do i get such strong sensations when i have contact with you, even indirectly...why? why? why? is it because of me, something in me, or is it due to you, something to do with you about which i am still in the dark. but whatever it is, i won't lose hope until i find out. it might not be important for you, but for me, it's much more than a mere touch...
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