a cry for angels
Author: emma
From: paris, France
Age: 13
Date: 2nd Sep 2004, 12:51 PM
Rating: 5
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Title: a cry for angels
A CRY FOR ANGELS
The world of mine always wonderful, just like a dream but everything changed when someone accused me of always being selfish. At first, I thought that I should not feel bad because it was from a friend and I resolved myself thinking that I was perhaps making a mountain out of a molehill. But unfortunately, since that day, I was perturbed morally and my sweet life became just like hell.
I was more and more sick at heart. Slowly, I tried to console my mind telling myself that nobody is perfect and I took it on the positive side saying that it is a good thing that someone found a flaw in me and now I would be able to reduce my selfishness. Yet, when this matter ended, another one started. This time, I had to face a much more difficult situation. Nobody could help me nor would I ever ask anyone for help. I greatly fear that if I ask someone for help, I might be misunderstood. I do not know how to explain my feelings to someone. Either they would think me of being too possessive or to take petty matters too much at heart but for me it was not a small thing for me.
There was something wrong and I could sense it. At times, I really thought that I was crazy but I then thought it is impossible that I should be disturbed by something of mere importance. I felt my emotions trapped and I did not know what to do. If there was someone I could talk to, it would have been a luck for me. I just cannot trust anyone to tell what is worrying me. I felt my heart broken to pieces. I believe that the persons nearest to you and whom you love most, hurt you the most. If strangers tell you something bad, we just have to avoid it but if someone dear to you says something, it leaves deep scars in your heart, which always remain, like fresh wounds hurting you more than you may expect.
These days, life is not giving me gifts in my life with friends. I feel myself suffocated. There is nobody to ask for help and I am in a lost. I do not know what to do. I am scared to decide something. As I do not want to hurt anyone because I know how it is to be hurt.
For the moment, I believe the best thing to be done is better to be done is to bottle everything because if I am not able to help myself, no one will be able to.
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