My life....2 (srry published it too soon..ops)

Author: Leo Girl
From: South Haven, USA
Age: 11
Date: 7th Jul 2006, 11:59 PM
Rating: 4
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Title: My life....2 (srry published it too soon..ops)

So then after a while I got over Clark. I decided it was his lose not mine. Although I did have a hard time talking to him, or even looking at him in math class but I soon got over that.
Then I started to date a long time friend of mine. We dated for one or two months, until he cheated on me for a seventh grade girl. I was devistated but I had always had Clark in the back of my mind.
About a few months after my infamous break-up with my friend a new kid from my third hour class asked me out. I liked him but...things just didn't seem right. That ended once he said that he never liked me to a whole bunch of his popular friends. I couldn't look him in the eyes sense. I felt so used.
After that break-up I wanted to just be single for a while. Take a break. I decided I would never put my heart out like that again.
One day after I came out from band class Clark, whom takes orcustra (I know...I little weird...but I got used to it...no offence to anyone who's in orcustra..)A mob of people came rushing at me saying things like, 'You should say yes! Clark likes you! You are so lucky!' I was totally confused until Clark came up to me and put his hands on my sholders and asked, 'Will you be my girl friend?' (totally superman like) I told him I'd think about it, but I personally thought that it would be a 'no.' After what I had just gone through I didn'think I could put myself out like that ever again.
My friend Taylor was one of the first I told me feelings to. She was in my seventh hour gym class and sat next to me.) She acted like she understood perfectly and I felt pretty sucure with my decition to tell her. But then during on of our runs she came up to me and said, 'Becky, I told him you said yes!' I totally freaked out on her and asked,'What did he say?' she replied,'He said sweet,' I wanted to die.
The publicity I got that week was awesome. Everyone that had once hated me was completley and udderly sucking up to me. But I knew that I couldn't date him. So the next day I came to school I gave him 'the break-up letter' which was hand delievered by one of my best friends.
Clark acted so nice about the break-up that I felt really bad. I really didn't want to hurt him and wanted to keep our friendship strong and alive. He tried to fufill my wishes but I knew things were not the same. My friend who was close to Clark told me he was devistated. The only thought running through my mind was this is all my fault.
Over the next few weeks Clark showed me so much kindness that I had to try and keep myself from falling for him. One day I couldn't take in anymore and cracked to my friend Kaitlyn that I still had feelings for Clark. Soon the news spread to my friend who was close with Clark who then incoureged Clark to ask me out a second time. Then I agreed with in five seconds of the question, naturally.
Me and Clark dated happily for five months. I was very happy with him adn sometimes even thought I loved him. Then one monday I hardly talked to him, maybe once or twice. I felt something was wrong but ignored it. Then again on Tuesday we didn't talk, the same went for wendseday. SO I decided it was time I ended it. He obviously wasn't that into me.
The next day in my seventh hour gym class I went up to Clark. 'Do you think we should break-up?' I asked. I had no idea what was going to happen. 'No,' Clark replied. 'I heard that you don't like me like you used to, and really it's okay if we break up,' I had said. 'No, I don't want to break up,' Clark replied. 'Oh, okay,' I quickly walked to my seat before I was counted late. I could finally breathe again.
Later that day some friends and me went to watch Clark and some of my friends in their orcustra concert. I thought everything was fine and was looking forward to seeing him play. The concert was great and Clark even got a solo part on one of his songs!
At the end of the concert my 'best friend,' Hannah came up to me adn said, 'I have something I need to tell you. Can you come with me?' My mom says that she could tell by the look on Hannah's face (Hannah liked Clark) that something horriable was going to happen. She said I should stay but I urged her to let me go until she finally let me.
On our way to put away Hannah's instroment I guess that he would be breaking up with me. I asked Hannah about it and she cheerfully confessed to it. I closed my eyes and relievd our relationship. I felt tears stream down my cheeks. I felt all the make-up I had worn swipe off my face. I got nervous and felt stupid being there. I could not, would not enter the room Clark stood in. But as you might have guessed, Hannah dragged me in anyways. I bit my tongue and triend not ot cry. My real friends came up to me while Hannah had to take her viola down. 'Are you okay?' one asked. 'Yeah sure why?' I had replied trying to look strong. 'Because you are crying,' she answered. 'Oh you can see that?' I tried to make a joke out of everything but I just couldn't get his picture out of my mind. Finally I couldn't stand it anymore and ran out of the autotorium in tears.
My mother stayed up with me that night as I bawled. The next morning I begged to stay home so much that I was literally in tears by the time I left that morning. My mom said it would be better for me now to get it over with. So I made myself go.
The second he walked into my school and I layed my eyes on his beautiful self I cried. I had to go to the girls bathroom to keep the school from seeing it all. I felt like I was going to die.
I later heard that Clark had called me the b word and had said he hated me. He called me stupid according to Hannah, but I'm not sure I can trust that. I wanted to let go of everything but he didn't seem to like that idea.
I cried in my gym locker room that day because once again I would have to face him. I tried not to and for the most part I held the tears back. But the girls were outraged and sent Clark a really mean letter.
I felt bad about everything that happend for a while and still do. But I still can't believe that Clarke of all people would do that to me. I had thought he really cared about me and he turned to stab me in the back. I still do not know, to this day, why Clark broke my heart. And in a way I don't think I ever will. Clark, if you are reading this, ever, I want you know that I still care for you in many ways. WHatever happens I will always be there for you..... I know that most of this story is cheesy but that is my life..I hope you enjoyed it.


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