Life: Don't We All Honestly Wished It Just Ended?
Author: angel.41
From: Toronto, Canada
Age: 16
Date: 6th Feb 2008, 6:54 PM
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Title: Life: Don't We All Honestly Wished It Just Ended?
I fell lonely. I feel scared. I don't know what to do. I'm confused. I don't know where I am either. All I know is that I wish I never existed. I don't like what I did and now I'm regretting it. I wish I never made a wish. I regret that wish. I never wanted that to really happen. I never expected it to happen. I hoped I could go back in time and change it all. But life isn't that way. Once something happens you can change it. It's all God's decision. You can't go against it. He makes such occurrences happen for a reason. Everything happens with a reason. Nothing happens without a reason. Even things we don't like happening. Like what happened with me. I wished for something for the first time in my life and He accepted it. My wish came true. But I didn't want it to become true...at least not this time.
I look over the world regretting the decisions I made all along. I repent not listening to my father when he hugged me tight caressing my head, saying 'Life is full of challenges, and to overcome them is the duty of us all.' And when my mom wiped my tears and planted a kiss on my forehead, comforting me and saying 'There are always going to be new things for us all in life. We just need to accustom ourselves to making them old.'
Why am I still here? Do I deserve to be here? What about the pain I gave to everyone I loved? Doesn't that matter in front of the good deeds I committed? Why does life have to be so? Why can't we all just be good people? Why won't it just end?
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